Mas Problemas

I need a vacation or some time off. Maybe my idea of saving time and study right after I graduate is not the best idea and should be re-thinked, however life won't give me a chill pill effect.
Either im taking a year off just to sit around the house until I get kicked out of the apartment or i get a job, but I've tried to get a job and it is not easy due to the economy downhill.
Thought also alot about studying abroad but all the expenses is a huge issue in my situation. Maybe a week in a warm country would cheer me up. Then again, i refuse to travel alone.

It feel like my life is ''i kinda wanna rebel against society but i also kinda wanna take a nap'', you know what i mean?